ARGH

*Contains swearing*

I'm SO pissed off right now.
Why is it that friends ALWAYS let you down?
The other day i thought, hey i haven't seen my friends in a while i'll invite them all over for a BBQ on wednesday, and i was so happy when they said yes they'd come, and THEN we decided that we were going to go to Thorpe Park on thursday!
I thought this was SOOOOO great. So FREAKING great. I was SO happy. I thought, HEY i can finally spend time with my friends and be REALLY happy and have loads of FREAKING FUN.

So today, while i'm at home getting points from walkers crisps so that we can have half price tickets on thursday at thorpe park, the three friends that i WAS going to thorpe park with are all together having fun. AND THEY DIDN'T EVEN INVITE ME.
MY MUM SPENT MONEY GETTING THOSE POINTS FOR THOSE STUPID ANNOYING LITTLE GIRLS AND THEY JUST IGNORE THE HELL OUT OF ME.
And belieeeeve me it's not coincidence, seen as how they ALL live far apart. In fact, i live closer to each individual than they are to each other. AWIEHRFAKLHEFIawhefoiawefh
I'm so FREAKING annoyed!
How can they do this to me?
And now i feel like i don't want to go to thorpe park any more! I don't want to be with those girls but at the same time i WANT to go to thorpe park because it's MY park. I've gone there every YEAR for AGES. It's MINE. So I should get to go. I don't see why i should not go to the place that's made me happy for YEARS because those BITCHES have decided to make me feel like shit!
And you may be sat there thinking, this idiot is COMPLETELY over reacting, and I would normally agree. But not if you knew them, and if you knew me. They ALWAYS leave me out and I try soooooooooooooo hard to not let it get to me and invite them over (like i've said earlier because i've invited them round and stuff) and they STILL don't invite me to things!!
WHY!?
Is it MY fault?
OR IS IT BECAUSE I'M NEVER AROUND BECAUSE I HAVE FREAKING CHRONIC FATIGUE??? IT'S NOT EVEN MY FAULT!! AISDHFAIUSFIA GAH.

At this point I would normally say that's my rant over and done with and I'm fine now. But I'm not. So instead I'm just gonna go ring my mum and cry down the phone for 20 minutes. And then ring my friend and cry and shout and cry again and hopefully get this sorted out.
Oh I think I forgot to mention that one of these 'friends' of mine, is supposed to be my best friend. I'm really starting to doubt that recently though.

Anyway I'm off
Bye MBxxx